We’ve all had those mornings where we rise with a cloud of negativity overshadowing our sense of self-worth, grappling with the feeling of insufficiency. It’s a daunting challenge to discern whether these feelings are simply a manifestation of self-doubt, a common companion of the artist’s journey, or a genuine lack of competence.
The artistic mind, in its core, is riddled with a significant degree of uncertainty. This stems from the intrinsically uncertain nature of artistic pursuits. As creators, we give form to our imaginings, aspirations, and dreams, producing works that are the quintessence of our vision and innermost thoughts. However, such creative expression necessitates an element of exposure. Our creations are put on display and subjected to external scrutiny, a process that, while necessary, can often be more damaging than anticipated.
What does it mean to grapple with the artist’s imposter syndrome?
Perhaps the term eludes you, but the sentiment is likely familiar. Merriam-Webster defines it as a continual self-doubt about one’s artistic prowess, marked by an apprehension of being unmasked as a charlatan, despite tangible accomplishments.
Manifestations of artist imposter syndrome in our deeds and thoughts
1. Measuring your art against others’
It’s a common trap: viewing someone else’s work as superior (unless this notion is externally imposed), signifies the whisperings of imposter syndrome, or what Steven Pressfield in “The War of Art” dubs resistance.
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2. Dismissing praise for your creations
I often commend artists, yet it pains me when they downplay their work as mere practice, or deflect to another artist’s superiority. Their struggle with imposter syndrome echoes my own, as we continue to doubt our ability to inspire through our creations.
3. The intertwining of self-doubt and perfectionism
You’re likely acquainted with this: the paralysis before starting a project, overshadowed by others’ judgments, leading to your art remaining unseen.
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4 .Hesitance to sell your art
Speaking from experience, my attachment to my paintings initially prevented me from selling them, fearing I couldn’t replicate their essence. But with growth comes the realization that parting with old works paves the way for superior creations.
5 .Feeling out of sync with the art community
To my younger self: embrace art galleries and museums with zeal. Your love for art validates your presence in these spaces.
Is it imposter syndrome, or are you genuinely lacking in artistic skill?
It’s a natural progression: we must falter in our craft before excelling. Being a novice with less-than-stellar output is part of the journey. Talent is secondary to dedication and persistence.
Often, artists plateau when they become complacent with mediocre art, failing to evolve alongside their peers. An artist only truly fails when they cease creating, surrendering to self-defeating thoughts and straying from their authentic creative impulses.
Regardless of the challenges, if you’re actively engaged in your craft, it’s merely imposter syndrome, not a lack of talent.
Healing your artist imposter syndrome
I haven’t conquered mine entirely. Echoing Steven Pressfield: “Fear persists. Both the warrior and artist adhere to a creed of relentless confrontation.” Nonetheless, here are strategies to temporarily silence imposter syndrome.
Understand your psyche
Your inner dialogues shape your perception. Without self-intervention, these patterns persist.
Your artistic ‘why’
The question may irk you, but understanding your motivation is vital. If your drive is purely monetary or for acclaim, reconsider your path.
As an artist, I’m more than my work. This journey aids in self-discovery, benefiting other creatives.
Embrace practice
Beyond practicing art (a topic I’ve extensively addressed), celebrate your achievements. Share them in a journal if vocalizing feels awkward. Envision your future self, unburdened by fear or resistance, living with purpose and potential.
Differentiate feelings from facts
Feelings aren’t always factual. Continue creating without being hindered by emotional distortions. If fear of judgment is overwhelming, create a new, anonymous space for your art.
The Impact of ‘Broken Color’ Technique on Overcoming Artist Imposter Syndrome
Another facet of the artistic journey, particularly relevant to battling imposter syndrome, is the technique known as ‘broken color.’ This method, where distinct dabs of color are applied to create a vibrant, shimmering effect, not only revolutionizes the visual impact of a painting but also symbolizes the multifaceted nature of an artist’s growth and self-perception.
Embracing Imperfection through ‘Broken Color’
The broken color technique celebrates the beauty of imperfection. It encourages artists to recognize that each stroke, no matter how fragmented or distinct, contributes to the overall majesty of the artwork. This perspective is immensely empowering for artists plagued by imposter syndrome. It serves as a metaphor for their journey: each ‘imperfect’ work or experience is a valuable part of their artistic tapestry, contributing to their unique style and story.
Finding Authenticity in Artistic Expression
Utilizing broken color, artists break away from the pursuit of flawless representation, steering towards a more authentic and personal form of expression. This shift from perfectionism to authenticity can be transformative for those struggling with self-doubt. It underscores that true artistry lies not in the flawless execution but in the genuine expression of one’s artistic voice.
The Therapeutic Process of ‘Broken Color’
Engaging with the broken color technique can be a therapeutic process. The act of layering colors in a seemingly haphazard but purposeful manner can mirror the artist’s journey of embracing their fragmented self-perceptions and doubts. This method allows artists to visually dissect and reassemble their fears and insecurities, leading to a more cohesive and empowered self-view.
Let’s sum it up
In conclusion, your mindset and self-dialogue significantly influence your life and future. The overwhelming feeling of being an unwarranted success, a misunderstood imposter, can be crippling, but it’s not insurmountable.